I guess, there are some prob wif the blog....I wrote longer post, but it didn`t appear...BTW I am nt trying to give bad name or wat so ever...Juz wanna let go the burden tat I have been carrying all tis year. Anyway its nt all my friend who behave like tat ... As i was saying, I really feel like I am a dog cause have to listen to wat they said... Its not tat I dun have the courage or to go on my own direction, its juz tat i respect all as a best friend...But do I gain the respect...NO...Tats wat matter me the most...Wen they said they dont want to go here n dere,we follow...but wen I said,I want to go there, they will say they don`t want or lazy to go there.... Sometimes human can be selfish..I won`t denied it...Even me as a normal human will be selfish at tymes, only tat we did nt notice it. Sometimes I may nt feel it as my ego is high, but after reflect myself, I would say sorry. The worst thing is wen it is nt my fault, I said sorry. But who cares..it doesn`t hurt wen you say sorry to others even u re nt in the wrong position. I am nt refering to anyone...here are the examples: Asking me out 4 an gathering, den in the end everybody had something...some need to go off, sometimes even cancel...How do u feel wen u re ready,den it was cancel or u went dere eat n den go home..Its a waste of my money n ezlink isn`t it. The worst is wen I follow them, they seldom entertain me, I don`t mind if u don`t entertain me all the tyme,but once a while do talk or ask for opinion on where want to go...Nt much isn`t it..2nd example: Wen they want to go to see their special one, as a friend we juz follow him/her(nt trying to reveal)...but wen I want to see my special one, they juz say u go alone. Sometymes went they want to see performance, I juz follow them...Let juz be straight foward, I listen to wat they said, but they don`t listen to wat I said... Tats all... I nt trying to taunt my friends or wat so ever....hope they will understand wat I had been going throught....Juz wanna blow out but due to my patience, I can`t...
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