Seriously... i am just not ready in getting marry because of alot of reason. Main reason is finance. With this type of pay, seriously how much i can push here and there. Everyone keep insisting me to get married, i dont feel an accomplishment because i am not using much of my own money. I am a failure of me. That is what i think of myself. Not every bridge is cemented and fill with metal, my bridge is still wood and it is easy to shake.