Its been a while. Sometimes the wishing of being dead then alive is playing and lingering in my brain. All i can say, my mind is not up to a normal mind. I wish i can just run away from all of this problem. Now i wish i can be alone. Maybe being alone seems cold, but atleast it doesnt ache my heart at all. Fuck all this shit that revolve around me 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕. I wish i was not born in this world. Nobody appreciate things i done for people. Shouldnt have been a nice person. People see the bad things we do will nice things we did is left aside just like that.