Fuck this year birthday Wednesday, September 18, 2019
2019.. fuck it. Was expecting to be a great year and now it is fucked.. I accept the fact you have to go to the hospital because of the cyst. What i cant accept is, everyone kept telling you to fucking go to the docter and check but you kept delay it. Reason there is no teacher to cover. Fuck off, you are showing me work is important then your own health. What made me cant accept is on my fucking birthday. Took the fucking leave just to sit and wait for docter for hours, not 2 hour not 3 hour but many hours. How do you think i feel? If this were to happen last week, i wont be freaking mad at all. This week my fucking birthday and Fucking Terengganu trip is coming up. Yes i am selfish, i have always been thinking of others, always be the person who standby an umbrella before it rains. All those small matter that people wont appreciate or forget. I am going stop this shit here. It feel relief to let loose of the steam in here.