Breaking Fast with the Amigos / Wat is Love? Thursday, October 11, 2007
Today on the 11/10/07.... We break fast at Geylang... It was after the drama when we met up with one another...After eating.... We were talking abt our social life... To tell the truth I am jealous with everyone as mostly each and everyone had someone who love them or state wif them.. 4 me I am juz lonely....Wen they said abt their love one... I juz couldn`t say anthing as I do not have Gf...Sometimes I ask myself... Is there any Love 4 me....? Why do my friends got the girl they want.....!!!!And me, whenever I like the girl.... somebody will cut in my way or she will reject me... Sometimes I felt tat is Love reali a good thing or a bad thing? I dunno... Maybe I am not meant 4 Love or maybe I am juz been sway... Its been 3 years I am single... It doesn`t include my Primary.... the First and the last girl I state last 4 only 2 years.... Sometime I wish I can be like Beauty and The Beast.... It is when the beast became the handsome prince... Anyway I feel down if people were to say abt love... Sometimes I gave up....
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Abt me Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Who Am I.... I am juz a bloody guy who try to act tough but not damn strong.... I do make people happy but sometimes I don`t understand y I fill myself being like a fool... Is it maybe I am a fool or wat.. People alway thing I am a happy go lucky type of guy... Eventually I tried but only god knows how my feeling.... On the Outside I am happy but in the Inside.... I am hurt and suffering like a drop of acid dripping one by one , eating away my skin....U may say tat I know wat u feel, but to tell the truth u don`t....The suffering is so unbeareble tat I have to take it no matter wat... Sometimes I wish I can cry or juz beat up the whole lot of u... Nobody know my past except afew... I almost kill somebody by throwing him down the 3 floor... Anyway lucky my patience is very thick... if not the person would nt be here.. or I would not be here... I may look innocent at times... but do not tink calm water do not have alligators... Anyway i know there is alimit 2 everything... So pls don`t push ur luck or I will get mad... A few know abt my behaviour.... If I keep quiet PLS do not approach me... U may not know wat could happen 2 u...Anyway is there reali love?
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