2017 have been a rough life for me. Ouh yah i have change my gf. I have been with this current gf for about 5 years. My life is kind of shaky. Sometimes i ask myself, how long can i live in this world? I did sins, i broke trust and to earn it back all those, it is hard and painful. I am feeling like an ex convict who want to change but doubts were given. Like no fucks were given to me. On the 10 may 2017, i did cheat with another girl who is way older then me. I am 28 and she is 39. 11 years different between us. I did fall for her. To me she was caring and etc. At times she is a little demanding. I dont know if i should post my life or not.
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7:55 PM
Ending of 2017
Few more hours will be the end of 2017 and here i am working security at WCEGA plaza. Looking at my past post, the first post was on 2007 and now 10 years has pass and its reaching end of 2017. Years pass so fast, friends come and go fast too and i also change when i looked back. Will continue next post.
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7:16 PM
Wow. Reading my past events Thursday, December 28, 2017
Wow now is 2017. From 2008 till now 2017. Few more days to 2018. Its been a long way i have not seen my own blog. Hopefully i will be active here.