Seriously fuck my bloody life. Just now at work really2 suck. Now this.. even my own brother dont even respect me. Seriously i am just giving up on life. Yes, i am the worst brother ever. No respect for me at all. I only had one meal for today due to my blunder and now this shit. Fuck really no mood to even eat. Thanks everyone who ruin my fucking day.
ShadowZ signing out
10:07 PM
Why am i living in this type of world. Wednesday, March 21, 2018
Sometimes i dont see the greatness in doing good. U help others and the next thing bad things are coming your way
ShadowZ signing out
11:42 PM
Fuck my life. I wish i am dead.
Seriously.... i dont see myself in future anymore. Ever since the past, everyone have been rushing me to marry and all. Yes to marry to have baby, but seriously. I dont have goals or the spirit to achieve something at all. The cold feeling in my heart really swelling me. Sometimes i just wish i was dead, i dont see the point of living anymore. Sometimes i ask myself and wonder how stupid i am.