Sitting here in the bus listening miserable at best by Mayday Parade as tear dripping down slowly thinking of the place which i pass by just now. The last day where we meet up while i send her to her part time work. The memories where i was lying next to her at her home crying till i fall asleep. I tried to move on but it is not easy. I do advice people to move on but i myself cant help it. Sometimes going to the places where we have memories really cut me slowly and deeply. I really dont know what so special abt her till i am weak like this. I hope god help me.
ShadowZ signing out
7:20 AM
Rough patch Wednesday, February 21, 2018
Not everyday is a jolly good day. Well maybe my luck isnt shining on me. I dont know what to say. Being constantly taken advantage off. People use u and throw u at their own will. Well the disadvantage of working part time. Lucky enough not joining as a full time. I just hope, people or either MOM will teach this bastards company a lesson. The best is when PLRD catch them. Sometimes i ask myself, is being good and helpful earn u anything? They will say at the end of your life, good retribution will help you. But with constant disadvantage like me, till when can a man last? Sometimes i ask myself, y dont GOD just take my life. With people being an asshole, i just give up with everything. Here in WCEGA, i did to my best ability, but people change to be an asshole. Tat is y i ask, do good people/hard working people alway die first. Well i guess so. When we try to be pain in the ass for them, they retaliate and hate. Well, all i know i just me. If i were to die or anything, i wouldnt care less. I am nobody.