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Keep Holding On / Inspiration Lost
Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Sometimes I wish I wanna shoot myself everyday....Sometimes I felt like breaking down.... I don`t know if I fell to the floor, couldn`t take it anymore...will anybody help me?
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Firstly... My inspiration girl is gone...Nothing to do wif my ex... The inspiration girl do give me the inspiration to keep study and come to school....But now, wen she is gone. I don`t hav the motivation to go on study...To tell the truth.. I felt like nt going to school anymore cause I felt depress despite the fact people saw me laughing. I am depress wif a lot of think. Anyway I will not elaborate much..
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Secondly...I hav been keep holding on...To tell the truth,it is very pain but I am enduring it...I felt my life is a bad fate, especially wif friends. I dunno whether there is something wrong wif me or them. For the past few years, I felt like I am a dog to my friends...From secondary... I felt like I am juz a minorities...To follow my friend says...N to tink tat they will listen to wat I am going to say..Its a Fat Hope... Secondary till nw my life is like a dog. Sometimes, I wanted to shout it out, but wat can I do...Like wat people would say...True Friends Are Like A Diamond. Wat it mean is tat true friends tat will stick wif u even wen u are in a difficult situation is very rare to find.
Sometimes people said u re my best friend, but do they really mean it or do they understand wat it mean. Maybe some will say tat I am juz talking rubbish or I am juz trying to create story...Well I don`t mind if people say tat I am creating stories. Well nt only me felt tis way. Some of my friend felt it. In secondary, I hav noticed tat years after years without fail, I will be left astray. Till nw in ITE, I felt like tat. Some say tat my jokes are SUPER LAME. I know tat it is lame. Sometimes other people make lame jokes n you all laugh saying it is funny... I knw different people had different ways of accepting thing. But the fact I am juz who I am. Diz is juz part of it.... I don`t tink i want to elaborate more...

ShadowZ signing out
9:45 PM

My Emo past month
Thursday, July 17, 2008

I can say, I have been sensitive lately... maybe because of all the stuff which have been playing arnd my mind... Respect and understanding each other had been playing in my mind... I got very agitated due to my friends. I am not trying to find fault or wat, since I can`t say, I will juz write it down...(If u all wanna hate me after tis post, its ok.. if u re still my friend try find a way to solve tis)

1 : Agitated over my friends which say 1 for all, all for 1.

2: Agitated when friends leave u alone when they ask u out for n outing.

3: Agitated over friends who did nt respect me as I had given respect.

4: Agitated over friends who did nt understand my feeling while I have to understand theirs.

And many more

Maybe i will be editing dis post... i am sorry

One Last False Apology is the word of the Lust and Anguish

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11:03 PM

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