What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor? Couldn’t take this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down....Bury me, bury me..I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life...What would you do? (do, do) You say you wanted more...What are you waiting for? I’m not running from you...Come break me down, Bury me, bury me...I am finished with you. Look in my eyes... You’re killing me, killing me.. All I wanted was you.... I tried to be someone else.. But nothing seemed to change.. I know now, this is who I really am inside Finally found myself... Fighting for a chance.. I know now, this is who I really am Come break me down, Bury me, bury me..I am finished with you, you, you...Look in my eyes...You’re killing me, killing me... All I wanted was you.. Come break me down.. Break me down.. Break me down.. What if I wanted to break?
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continue wif last blog Friday, August 1, 2008
I guess, there are some prob wif the blog....I wrote longer post, but it didn`t appear...BTW I am nt trying to give bad name or wat so ever...Juz wanna let go the burden tat I have been carrying all tis year. Anyway its nt all my friend who behave like tat ... As i was saying, I really feel like I am a dog cause have to listen to wat they said... Its not tat I dun have the courage or to go on my own direction, its juz tat i respect all as a best friend...But do I gain the respect...NO...Tats wat matter me the most...Wen they said they dont want to go here n dere,we follow...but wen I said,I want to go there, they will say they don`t want or lazy to go there.... Sometimes human can be selfish..I won`t denied it...Even me as a normal human will be selfish at tymes, only tat we did nt notice it. Sometimes I may nt feel it as my ego is high, but after reflect myself, I would say sorry. The worst thing is wen it is nt my fault, I said sorry. But who cares..it doesn`t hurt wen you say sorry to others even u re nt in the wrong position. I am nt refering to anyone...here are the examples: Asking me out 4 an gathering, den in the end everybody had something...some need to go off, sometimes even cancel...How do u feel wen u re ready,den it was cancel or u went dere eat n den go home..Its a waste of my money n ezlink isn`t it. The worst is wen I follow them, they seldom entertain me, I don`t mind if u don`t entertain me all the tyme,but once a while do talk or ask for opinion on where want to go...Nt much isn`t it..2nd example: Wen they want to go to see their special one, as a friend we juz follow him/her(nt trying to reveal)...but wen I want to see my special one, they juz say u go alone. Sometymes went they want to see performance, I juz follow them...Let juz be straight foward, I listen to wat they said, but they don`t listen to wat I said... Tats all... I nt trying to taunt my friends or wat so ever....hope they will understand wat I had been going throught....Juz wanna blow out but due to my patience, I can`t...
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